So this Sunday morning I am very interested in this catalogue for summer art supplies offering 70% off. I look at the ad for sketch pads and am thinking I need a sketch pad, then I glance over at my window seat and see that I haven't completed the one I began in January; and I mean well it's almost full but not really so then I ask myself, do I think that by buying sketch pads somehow that completes the task of sketching a whole pad(?). If I buy the canvas, does that complete any part of my creating process? No, no, a thousand times no. What am I waiting for and why haven't I created in a month?
I think I'm just lazy and have been feeling more comfortable changing the furniture in the living room and gardening. But am I too hard on myself and just needed a break from paint, from shopping, from people? Do I really just need a cigarette? Smiling all over the place, and maybe I'm ready today to put a first attempt on one of these large, heavy duty canvasses I bought a while back.
Dunno, but when I look at how the nicely the furniture is arranged in the living room...I breathe, 1, 2, 3, I breathe...
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